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Down day today. Sometimes when we really need help, there is no one there to help us. I needed someone's help to send me to the bus station this Friday. I was kinda hoping she could help, maybe because I have helped her countless of times. My bad. My bad for thinking that someone I helped will help me in return. And also because I can be considered close to her. Maybe I did something wrong to her that I didn't realize.

It's OK. There must be an alternative somewhere. A cab maybe.

Then IPS called. Oh dear. My brain is a mess now. I don't feel like going back this weekend to be the bridesmaid. No wonder I had a sense this morning that something disturbing was going to happen today.