its like being stabbed...

For some reason I felt offended. I know it's a family affair and it's fine if I don't follow coz I am not part of that family. Though some how it hurts a bit when I knew that I wasn't even suppose to be invited in the first place. I was always invited for other things but then suddenly I am not? I guess I am just there when you guys need help or maybe when my presence doesn't involve much money. People are just so full of themselves sometimes.

In a separate issue..sometimes, even one minor mistake can make you ignore a person. Yes, I admit I mad a mistake but I was paying attention. I tried to ammend things but the effort was ignored. That's what happens with friends who are married..they have someone they can fall back to and friends don't matter that much anymore. UNTIL..something bad comes up and you need a shoulder to cry on besides your husband's shoulders.

Life...now you have something...then the next minute you don't. Nothing last forever in the world..