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looking at my latest post, it was not as far off as i thought it was.

things has just been so hectic. many times the story i would like to tell types itself in my mind. line after line, created in a cloud above my head. from the time i wanted to scream to this facebook-crazy person beside me in my flight to the moment i made people happy with my cakes. my crazy cakes. when people made red velvet cakes, i made a green one which my sister called the fungus cake. hahah. the funny thing was, i did not even know that it was becoming a trend nowadays for people to make that red cake. i knew from a blog and a friend a few weeks later that it was the 'in' thing. come to think of it, if any cake ensemble calls for grass as its base, i could use that cake anytime.

so then i tried to make a basic vanilla cake with lime cream cheese frosting. and i found the perfect recipe! that's the first. maybe one day i will share the recipe in a seperate blog.

Great! now i'm hungry and because its 10pm, i have to refrain from eating. my dear waist-line, thigh-line, hip-line. whatever you want to call it, i have to minimze it. my body has suddenly hit the brakes on its metabolism and cruised around the same speed for quite sometime. so now its time to speed it up. aahhh...weight lost. its just crazy. a calorie calculator suddenly appears in front of my eyes everytime i look at food. and my mind automatically clasifies food in its own group so my hand will know which to grab and which to let go. it has been a food-tellectual experience and it still is. lets hope my body understand that it has to loose another 5 kg at least in 2 months.

then there's the stress. stress = increased desire to cook = money flowing out to buy ingredients = ready food = increased weight = stress. hahaha! weird equation rite.well, that's life! welcome it with pleasure.