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i am basically financially wiped out. my monthly salary ended in september because my contract ended. my tusyen income is unstable due to the school holidays, so most of my students wants to rest their brains. well while their doing that, here i am recking my brains to find a way to gain more money just enough for me to survive. a certain amount of money someone owes me will be used to pay my fees in december..so i can't bank on that. the ptptn letters keep coming although i have requested for delay of payment. i know there is the option of another loan..but i am trying my best to stay away from loans as they will end up eating you in the end. i wanted to sell kuih as what i did in langkawi but nowadays schools are closed so business will be slower and it will be quite hard to sell. though, that option will be kept open when school reopens. not having enough money sucks..the problem hovers around you and it wont let go. if only i get a bit of cash for the amount of patients i see every month..it would help a lot. but this university won't acknowledge psychological testing as a clinical service for patients, similar to what doctors do. dumb. i hate feeling stuck